You've Been Warned

Life has been a giant clusterfuck of a mess. 2009 ended so well that I kind expected the shit to hit the fan and have the world fall down around me and so when it did, I wasn't surprised but at the same time, I was. Does that make even make sense?

Let me just tell you right now, nothing this year has been fun. I had to create a space that was mine and mine alone because let me be honest, if I had to spill it all publicly I'd probably just fall apart. It's one thing to show yourself and then be that person all. the. time. Most people I know have two lives in one way or another and the two rarely walk hand in hand as friends. Most of the time they walk along holding hands like siblings forced to cross the street together; one dragging the other, kicking and screaming, squeezing fingers until the circulation is cut off. They both make it across the street but it's just not fun to watch.

So that brings me here and I say... What. The. Fuck.

I piss, bitch, moan and complain...  I make no apologies, I'm not here to please you, but if you're entertained, why the hell not.

Right?